She's sleeping in her bed

Lola has been sleeping in her bed all night for the last two nights. Its weird not having her beside me. It just kind of happened-the switch to her bed. I tried to get her to bed Sat night and she would not settle. So I left her for a while because sometimes that's what it takes. Anyway, I went back to check on her and she had found a Kleenex and was eating it and was pulling up on the bed rail!!! Bad kitty!!! She did look awfully cute though:) Like a little puppy with a toy in its mouth, looking up and grinning at me. So I could not have her getting into serious trouble so she's been in her bed since then. Its funny that I have been so uptight about some things in the past, but I think with parenting if you are too rigid you will drive yourself crazy. Its much easier to go with the flow.

she is growing up so fast. When she is nursing I look down at her and she looks huge. It seems not long ago she didn't even take up my whole lap but now she does and then some:) she is crawling forward and back now and sitting up from lying down.

isn't she lovely

she is just precious. we went to take Tara, Karson, and Demi their christmas gifts today(finally)! she loves to play with the girls. they are so funny together. i look forward to the day lola is a big sis. time is just flying. not long ago as my grandma was looking through old photo albums, she said "where did those years go?" it makes me savor every moment with my family and friends. there is no time like the present.

W---can anyone help me understand???

im getting political so if youre offended GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok- im really confused. we have a president that has been ignoring laws and spying on Americans. he also got us into a war- a war which was based on false presumptions. over 2000 and counting Americans have lost their lives fighting. and we impeached Clinton bc he got a blow job and lied about it to cover it up???????? WTF???????????? just had to get that off my chest. i just dont understand?

I've been tagged?

ok bella i feel retarded . here is my exciting list:)


Four Jobs You Have Had In Your Life:
1. Medical Technologist
2. lab assistant for college biology professor
3. waitress at a beach club (that was hard:)
4. wal-mart ( lasted less than a month-it sucked, when i went to bed after working i could still here the damn scanners beeping and the smell-yuck!)


Four Movies You Could Watch Over And Over:
i couldnt watch any movie over and over back to back but some favs are:
1. stand by me
2. ET
3. Shawshank redemption
4. sweet home alabama


Four Places You Have Lived:
1. Carbondale, IL
2. Salt Lake City, UT
3. Fernandina Beach, FL
4. Tampa, FL

Four TV Shows You Love To Watch:
1. Oprah
2. Divine Design
3. biggest loser
4. Intervention

Four Places You Have Been On Vacation:
1. Negril, Jamaica
2. Miami Beach, FL
3. Las Vegas, NV
4. Nassau, Bahamas


Four Websites You Visit Daily:

1. Yahoo
2. Ebay
3. various blogs
4. amazon


Four Of Your Favorite Foods:

1. Ice cream (cookies & cream, butter pecan)
2. good pizza
3. lindt or moonstruck truffles
4. mom's blueberry muffins

Four Places You Would Rather Be Right Now:

1. on my tempurpedic with my titmouse:)
2. on an uninhabitied beach in jamaica
3. sipping a chocolate, raspberry martini while having stimulating conversation;) with good friends in a jazz bar
4. shopping at tj maxx with a limitless visa that i do not have to pay for



Four Bloggers You Are Tagging:
im gonna have to work on this one----to be continued........
1. James


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Back in the day!

tittlemouse

my beautiful baby girl!!! the boobaholic:) the infamous titmouse!

lo's mom needs to get her groove back!!!

I mean really!!! I have carried this weight for too long. I've just finished looking at the biggest loser's website of before and after pictures. it is inspirational. I think what I need to do is 1. Move my fat ass 2. Quit eating sugar bc I am an addict 3. take current pics of myself and put them in the kitchen. maybe that would serve as inspiration. I need to lose weight not only to look better but to feel more energetic so I can keep up with my little froglet!! I just get tired and I let food comfort me. especially sugar and chocolate. I know what it takes but will I go through with it?? I dont feel like myself in this body. im just soooo heavy. it makes everything harder. my appetite does seem more under control since I quit taking that damn mini pill. if I would have known what I know now 6 months ago I would have never started it. my titmouse really made it unnecessary to take the pill.