SWEETNESS

Tonight after feeling frazzled from trying to contain Lola (which seems impossible all of a sudden), she gave me kisses!!:) It might not seem a big deal but it made my night. She will usually give others kisses if they ask but not me(??!!).Tonight she was in that calm state of awareness that sometimes comes over her like she is 100 years old and knows all thats going on. No fussing after her bath getting her pjs on. I gave her a book and she was intent on reading it. Then we read the book(Time for Bed). She brushed her teeth then I turned on her Yanni and asked for kisses and she didn't hesitate:) It was so sweet. I really needed that after feeling all I had been doing was saying no to her all day. I was feeling a little disconnected then came kisses:) Then as she nursed she held my hand tight and at that moment I felt so much love and connection. God is good.