PANIC!!
oh god what have i gotten myself into??? i jumped in and joined the Y on thursday bc they had a special no initiaion fee. oh and i need to lose about 65 lbs. this is all good but trying to be a good momma i signed lo and i up for a parent/child swim class(starting tomorrow). no big deal right? WRONG this means i have to wear a bathing suit in public!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just hit me last night. fuck! so i went to target and got a suit. very depressing! i cant believe ive let myself get in this condition. im in a state of major anxiety right now. how am i gonna be in public half naked?? how will i get lola and myself changed to come home? on the floor of the locker room??hells bells. i have dishes, laundry, vacuuming, sheet changing to do and i just want to crawl in bed and sleep!!!!!!!! c'est la vie!
posted by Adrienne at 12:08
3 Comments:
your a mommy now. no one notices the imperfections on you like they would before. all they see is your little girl. and those that do notice those imperfections arent worth caring about anyways. so cheer up, and have fun with your DD :D
Adrienne, you're gonna do just fine! I KNOW that Lola is going to be ALL ABOUT the H2O and you will be so focused on how happy she is. Well, you may have 65lbs but I've got a whopping 100lbs! Whoa Dang! We can DO it! :)
I always end up joining gyms or buying tapes and stuff -- never get around to much more than that
GOOD LUCK
:)
Vera
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