half Nekkid Thursday

this is before my wedding. before weight gain 2003 began:) and i thought i was fat here at 130 lbs. its all relative. ive really always felt big even when i was a size 4. i guess i just finally completed my self fulfilling prophecy. at this time i cant bring myself to say what i weigh. like it matters-its the truth. but hey i bypassed the ice cream today at the grocery. BIG step for me especially since i wanted it BAD!!